Ivonne im so sorry to hear about this
i don't want ask you exactly what is going on because thats personal but what i can say is do not give, i know it may seem like your at the very bottom and that everything bad is happening to you but do not give up on life, do you believe in GOD, if so you can always pray about your problems, nothing is to big for GOD nothing.
Sis i do not know what you are going through right now but whatever it is GOD can help you with it
i really hope that everything changes and that you you have sunny days
...............sorry i took you to church just now